I wish I could tell you how I really feel about you.
I wish I could tell you how you are responsible for my lack of sleep. The reason I lay awake at night thinking about how we could be together.
I wish you knew how much I think about you. Not a day has gone by since the day we met, that I haven't thought about you. I wish I could tell you that.
I wish I could tell you that I don't care what other people think.
I wish I could tell you everything that's been on my mind. How you make me feel better about myself when I'm with you. How nothing else matters when I'm with you. I wish I could tell you how you make me feel when I look into your eyes and you look back into mine. The way my knees get weak and my heart beats to a new rythm.
I wish I could tell you how hard it is to love someone and not be loved back. Even though you tell me you love me, I know what you really mean. That we're just good friends and nothing else, even though I want more than that. But I'm just a stupid teenager! What do I know about love? I'm not supposed to know anything about love! All I know is that this feeling is something that I haven't felt before, and it's controlling my mind and my heart.
I know that other people say the same thing about you, but with us it's different.
It's different.
This is such a lovely post. I can relate to this so well. i have been awake night after night thinking of a significant other, who i may not ever get to hold again.
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ReplyDeleteLove that line. Amazing post!
I'm nominating this for the hall of fame. Because it's so real. And it gets me.
ReplyDeleteI know this is an older post, but I am nominating it. I think everyone should see your posts. They need them.
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